And I've decided that there are two reasons that scares me to death. The first reason is that I could fail. The second reason is I could succeed. When I finally figured this out I thought this is kind of crazy. So why do I have this crazy fear going on?
Fear of FailingThis one makes sense to me. It's a normal fear. What if nobody likes what I put together? What if I just can't do it? I've conquered these fears before. To me it's just a matter of starting and moving through the whatever is going on, and before you know it you're over your fear. So I can do that.
Fear of SuccessThis one kind of baffled me when I first realized it. But I've decided that there is a fear of things changing. You know that moving out of my comfort zone. I won't know what to expect things will be topsy turvy. There will be a new normal. And then will it mean that people expect more out of me? Will they place more demands on me? I'm basically happy with the expectations that people have of me.
So what's the first step? I've decided that since this is a project that putting together a book might be something that interests me, that I should start going through old posts and see what I have. Hey, even though it scares you it doesn't mean you shouldn't try it out should you?
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